2 more weeks, 14 more days; 336 more hours; 20160 more minutes <3
Hi my princess Stella. Hahaha its been awhile since I called u princess lol! I hope u enjoyed ur birthday dinner wif our close friend yesterday night! And also our little celebration together. Even thou it was a small one, no matter where we are in the world we will always be there for each other in heart! I was really depress today knowing that I can’t join you in SG with our close friend for your birthday. Jus feel so bonded by stuff. But thankfully ur happy and surprise face over Skype has really cheer me up a lot! I hope u enjoyed it as much as I did. If only we were together it wud have been perfect haiz sigh. But its okie I keep telling myself onli less then a month to go. Jus need to endure this last stretch and then we can have our short vacation together! Maybe finally a short trip tgt wif no interruption from the outside world! Thanks for waiting for me. Please do so always! Dun make all these waiting be for nothing! I love u always! Go enjoy ur birthday wif ur family today! As always I will always be waiting for you to come home! Love u always ur Ben Ben bear! Muackz! 🐻❤
It’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities,
And my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.
You are falling in love with my immaturity,
My constant need to feel loved and appreciated,
My overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession,
And my tendency to jump to conclusions.
You fall in love with my troubled past,
My unrealistic hopes and dreams,
And the fact that I seriously believe they could come true.
You fall in love with my wild temper,
My illogical thought process,
And how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart, despite my feminist views.
If you fall in love with me,
You fall in love with my self-hate, all my imperfections,
And my perception that nobody could ever love me.
You fall in love with the history that has caused me to think this way.
But you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you,
The way I’ll text you in the mornings just to tell you I hope you have a great day,
And at night, to wish you sweet dreams.
You’re falling in love with the occasionally thought-provoking things I say,
And the silly things I do in an attempt to see you smile.
You are falling in love with the way I blush when people ask me about you,
And how I’ll hold your hand, even if we’re fighting.
But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me,
Despite my thinking that it is impossible.” —